The Marianella / Math incsident
Alot of things have been going on lately and its just been gettting on my nerves. I know I’m not normally one to blog but I just need to get this out. Ever since I could remember I was always the one that was made fun of and I’ll never understand why it just dosen’t make sence. I’ve also been under alot of stress lately with everything oging in school and I guess im at my breaking point and I just can’t take it anymore. About a month ago I finished my server book in wireless and I can honestly say it was one of the more difficult books in wireless. Ever since then I’ve been studying all the mateirals, pass it now and trandumper I just keep failing them all. Then I have all these responceibilites wether it be for robotics, skills and everything esle. I feel personaly reponcsible for getting the funds for robotics becuase I was put in charge of it last year, it may seem crazy but it’s just how I feel. We’ve got a hell of alot of money to raise and not enough time to do it. I think im starting to take my agression out on Adam but im not sure i can’t control our fights anymore and they happen more often then everbefore and last week we had a really big one and I confided in Jeremy and Marianella and then they started making fun of me and so I stoped talking to them. Jeremy eventually apologised and Marianella swears she did to other people but I’ve never heard it. Oh well it’s her loss, I’m not even mad at her anymore I’m just waiting on the apology to my face. It makes me feel stupid though becuase I want to talk to her but I can’t becuase it would be so aquward. I just don’t know. Julia said she was going to talk to her and tell her to talk to me on thursday at robotics, and its thursday now but im typing this in first period so we’ll see what happends. Yesterday I totaly cracked in first period Mr. Tripp was trying to explain something to mairanella and wanted me to listen (mr. tripp so just said segway i dont know why, but he did) in on the lecture becuase I was having problems with it too. But I wouldnt go over there and MR. Tripp was like MArianella just apologise and she wouldnt then Will decided that he wanted to get into and then i just couldnt take it anymore he was making fun of me and I just started crying then mr.tripp pulled me outside and we talked then he took will and then called me out a few minutes later. Later in the day while we were in wireless me and angela were setting up a new network, theres to many people in our courner anyway but who cares because I really don’t anymore as long as I have my 3 computers I’m a happy camper. But anywho mr.tripp showed up randomly which was nice to see him becuase I think he was checking up on us but I don’t know. I’m just tired of putting up with everyone.
I want to get away.
Far, far away.
Maybe that’s why Clarkson seems so appealing.
Oh, and I’m cold.
I don’t like it.
Stupid A
Another Day..
So today was pretty interesting apparently there was a fatal crash on point blvd and that’s one of the two pays out of point so yeah, getting to school today wasn’t fun. We didn’t get there until like 8am which only left an hour for first period. Which may I add was spend going over ordered triples. I think tomorrow I’m gonna try and draw a FIRST logo on the graphing calculator, or at lease pay Mat to do it. Second period is the biggest waste of time I’ve ever experienced. The first 30 minutes we talk the entire time, and then we watch the current events which are a joke…it’s CNN student news, and today they covered the Hurricane, you know the one that’s hitting the keys, well the covered it from Pensacola. It’s all a joke really, I’m actually going to work tomorrow since I need to read the chapter and such. Lunch keeps getting more and more interesting everyday since Jeremy doesn’t know how to keep his mouth shut. Oh we’ll I’ll kick him really hard tomorrow 
So I found this thing today it’s called “RandomProxy” and it’s threw AIM, and you IM the bot and it’ll pair you up with some random person, and you talk to them it’s pretty cool, but it was all over CD, and I kept getting paired with FIRSTers not that it’s a bad thing it’s just funny. I got paired with Adam earlier it was pretty hilarious .
And that’s the closure of another dull day.
Uhm wow
So it’s been forever since I’ve hit up the good old blog. Not that I ever really updated it anyway. So I’ve been thinking allot about colleges lately and ‘ve completely fallen in love with Clarkson, it’s kind of weird, i introduced Jeremy to “The Clarkson School” and he really wants to go there too lol. I find it really funny. He called me last night and we talked for like ever just about random things it was nice to actually have someone to talk to. I might be calling him more often he’s a good friend. I guess since we have allot in common in such we can really relate to each other and its just nice to have someone to talk to who isn’t my boyfriend or some kid in another state I’ve never met. Not that I don’t like my friend who live in random places, it just cool to actually have a friend here for once. But yeah back to Clarkson, me and Adam some how associated it with the Panic! at the Disco song “But it’s better if you do”. The line “Praying for love in a lapdance” because I call Clarkson love, and apparently filling out the application is praying for love. It just seems like such an awesome school and I really want to go there. I tell like everyone that if I don’t get in there I’m going to cry for like a year, but if I do get I’m still going to cry because it would be so amazing. the only down side to going there is I would know like no one because the only person I know there now is my friend Matt he’s a freshman now. But other than that only Adam and Jeremy are applying. Actually I found out that Kayla and Mari wanted to go there but their parents wouldn’t let them and that kind of pisses me off.
Today was the 5th month for me and Adam. I like to think of it as the anniversary of the day Adam grew enough balls to ask me out . But then again, he did it online and what really sucks I’ve never been asked out in person, It’s either been in a note, mutual agreement, over the phone or online. It’s really weird. I mean with this trend I’m going to be proposed to in a video conference!! I told Adam that if we stay together and want to get married, that I want to get married at the FIRST Championship. I think that would be the cools thing ever. But then again I’m a really big FIRST dork.
My mom went out of town today, she’s in Miami for software training but she might have to come back early because of Hurricane Ernesto. Seriously who names a hurricane Ernesto? Is that even a real name? It’s like the jammed their fingers on the keyboard and came up with a name. I’ve also applied the keyboard jamming name theory to the Dell chat reps, because they are just like letters seriously, these “names” cant possibly be names. But back to my mom being out of town. My mom said while shes out of town I cant drive which really pisses me off because I guess she doesn’t trust me? I dunno. I drive just fine. But on the way to dropping her off at the Mc. Donalds by Simpson road we stopped at KFC for a KFC Famous bowl so I was happy. I can’t believe I’ve had like 5 of those in the past month. They’re so good. I had Adam look up how far the nearest KFC to Clarkson is and it’s like 19 miles or something. But I think I’ve had my fill of those for a while. So my mom is gone till the end of the week, which means I have to miss the newspaper meeting tomorrow ‘ll just have Mari sign me up and I’ll go to the rest of the meetings. I hope they’ll be on the same day as Robo, I hope as many things are on the same day as robo. I’m planning on running for student council as Vice. Pres, I want to do newspaper, and I’m going to try and do yearbook. I want to have allot of extra cirriculars under my belt this year. I’m hopeing that it’ll help with Clarkson.
Adam said he’s going to visit Clarkson in Oct. I’m gonna see if I can talk my mom into going to since I really want to do the interview in person, because I have a 3.22 and most students had a 3.5 last year who got in so I’m below average, but then again I’m pretty sure I can suck up to them but that’s not always the right answer. I also how discipline doesn’t go on your transcripts because of what happened in my sophomore year, and I don’t feel like getting into that right now because It would take like a year to explain.
My mom bought an air mattress for when Adam comes over next week, I had to test it out today to make sure it didn’t have holes in it, and i was on it while it was inflating and I don’t think I should of done that but it was still fun. Then I kinda rolled off of it while I was trying to type. Oh well. Then when it was deflating I was still on it which kinda hurt my back but oh well I already know I’m broken.
We’ll I think I’ve bored the world enough for one night.
:: stabs computer ::
So the past 24 hours haven’t been the best. Last night my new laptop decided it wanted to crap out on me so now I’m trying to get the data on a different computer because Once I get the important stuff off of it I don’t care, dell can do whatever they want with it. But it’s just frustrating because I know how to fix it but it’s not letting me. I really need to hope you-send it doesn’t start hating me once I try to send 5gb to it 
. Well of course in 5 parts or more because i can really break it up into equal parts. I’m good but not that good. Oh well. Wireless was ok today, Whitman came back but alberto was still an asshole. The one part that really got to me today was the “You’re in f***ing Microsoft, and I know more than you” it’s like who does he think he is to say that to me? I know more than he’ll ever know. I’ve already proved it more than once. But I don’t need to prove myself to him. Like, Friday he tried to help liz for like an hour, i sat down today and fixed it in about five minutes. Computers just cause all my problems. Oh well. Maybe it’ll get better, and maybe i’ll get a dell that works
Websity Websity Websity
So I’m about 90% sure that I’ll have a domain for my teams site by next Tuesday. (This meaning my registering problems get fixed and all that fun stuff). At that point I’ll be in summer school so who knows how much I’ll get done on it. What sucks about summer school is that Whitman is only gonna be there for like the first week so I have to get a lot done while I’m there. Yeah, that’s it. This one’s a dud.
Adam and his Ice Cream
Adam and his Ice Cream
So on Wendsday Adam, Stephanie and I went on a little adventure that included going to the Poinciana Ice Cream Shopee thing, where Adam proceeded to get a “double” Ice Cream. We tought it was faitly similar to Greg’s Ice Cream picture (found here) so we took a picture, and here it is. I think Adam had more Ice Cream, but Greg’s looks bigger.
Hot Pocket?
So for the past week I’ve been with my cousin, I spent Sunday/Monday at her house (But she’s gone now) . On Sunday we left my house at like, early and went to the mall with out eating anything prior. So when we got to her house she was like “the only thing we have left is hot pockets” and I’ve never had a hot pocket before so I was kinda cautious (I’ve heard nothing but negative about them before this). So I gave in and ate one. And oh my, I’m addicted. Yup. Me = <3 Hot Pockets. =]
Meh, Bloggage.
Ok so today was just basically a long car ride. (Fun I know) I got up at like 10:30, made Adam, Stephanie and my self hot pockets then we went to Plant City to drop off Adam with his dad =[. Then Stephanie and My self continued to go to Home Depot with my Daddy, it wasn’t to fun but Stephanie and myself made the best of it. We found a lawn mower that you have to steer similarly to the robots in FIRST. It was pretty funny. Then we went to Hess well, my dad went in and Stephanie and Me played with the cherry hanging from his rear view mirror. Then we went to Mc. Donalds. We had two of the game pieces and called them in, sadly we lost. Not like we expected anything different though. Then we left and came home. Yay for driving for like 4 hours.
